Please, feel free to correct my English or let me know if you do not understand me. Sometimes it might be problem of language, sometimes of the subject.

This snowfall is a snowfall of thoughts for me. I feel a need in shoveling them a little bit.  I am feeling unusually lonely - it has been almost a year living in Canada, and  I am still nowhere. Nowhere in understanding where I even should have been. Every morning I am waking up in front of a sky and snow and imagining. I am shaking off those images pretty fast, I am trying to adopt. I am starting this diary in order to help myself in getting through the rest of the winter and spring and improving my English. Since I have no English-speaking aquatints, friends or colleagues, I do not speak English spontaneously. But I can do some writing and may be even communicate with English speaking people. I cannot talk to Russian people here because I am a looser for them. It is very simple – if you do not have a job you are a looser. I never thought it will be that simple – but it is. The guy in community services looked at my resume and looked at me with a negligent interest. I had something to tell him but I didn’t. It would too Russian, all those ideas. I will write them here.